Sunday, March 25, 2007
i don't really know what this means..but ven tagged me.. and so i'm supposed to write six weird ass thing about myself..
1) i have four or five moles under my lips which forms a smile
2) i can't sleep without a blanket over myself.. even if its insanely warm
3) i can spend hours watchin the person i like without talkin
4) i like to sleep on my hands
5) i'm a closet sucker for boybands
6) i like to dream that i can fly
i'm not tagging anyone..
stay tuned for lantau island and ocean park photos!
Posted by Victoria at 10:18 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Aint enough kick
Posted by Victoria at 8:43 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
i keep wantin to stop things from changing..i see people slippin through my fingers..
and i feel like begging them to come back to me..
i look at the people i used to laugh with..
but they have all become strangers to me now..
and i turn and overturn those memories in my head..
and i wonder why that is all i managed to keep..
i want to stop myself from changing..
for fear that one day i can't keep up with them..
for fear that one day i can't tell me from me..
and i wonder why is it that when i mourn..
it is for that artless unschooled girl instead of for myself..
if i meet God some day..
i'll ask Him why He made life such a cruel game..
why as i get older.. i only feel more alone..
and more acutely aware that more things will be taken away from me..
maybe i'll ask Him why i get insomnia too..